Life As What We Expect

Have you ever wondered how it feels when you learn something that you never like? You just stuck in a place where it's not your passion at all. You're just too coward to say no.

Let me tell you a story about a coward inside of me. She was such a brave girl. She didn't afraid of anything in the world. Well, she was actually a boyish girl, so she had a lot of boy friends. She sat among the seats of the boys. She was well-known in her school since she's pretty smart and capable, WAS.

She loved math, like a lot. She joined math competitions (even though she didn't always won, but she enjoyed it). When she's stress, not like other girls, she'd do some math problems until she fell asleep. She's actually not a nerd, not really, but she's also not one of those cool kids. But after all, she's not that strict to the rules-student. She had a free spirit inside of her.

When it was the time for her to enter college, she really wanted to enter mathematics department, but her family wanted her to enter medical department. She never liked biology or chemistry in school. She didn't like memorizing things. But, because she was a coward, she did the test for medical department, and (un)fortunately she made it.

She never expect herself to pass the test, there were just hundred thousands people joined the test and only thousands would be accepted. But that was already happened, so she just went with the flow.

Did she live as what she expected? No. But she tried her hardest to fit in. She thought, maybe in a year, or two, but then it happened after 6 years like who would have known.

She is now wants to be a doctor, finally, after 6 years of struggling and 2 major tests, one more to go, and if she passes it, she'll become the real doctor.

P.s: this writing was here since like a long time ago, but I just got time and strength to finish it, finally -__-

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