Bring Your Depression Into The Next Level

I began to rise up again, and again.

This would be my last tears of depression.

Nobody took my depression as something normal. First of all, they'd judge me as if I'm not supposed to have it for what I used to dress with. Then, they'd say how much I smile to people or how nice I am. Finally, some would take it as what it was, but some would ended up staring at me with those, well, I don't know how to describe it.

From that day on, I promised to myself that I'd take it seriously, I'd take medication, I'd take everything that could heal me. I know that people will see me differently after knowing my depression, but hell yeah it's my life.

I don't know why, but since all this depression, I just feel like I don't need to make everyone happy of me, I don't need to hide my feelings, I deserved to be happy. Yes, I am. I just didn't give a sh*t about it anymore. Some might think as if this depression bring me into bad personality, a bad new me, but me myself know that before that 'tragedy', I was like this. Only my childhood friends know how crazy I was before all of this things.

Sorry for being rude, but I think I stop giving a hope to people, not even one. I just don't wanna hurt myself anymore:) Expecting too much just giving me too much pain.

That's it. I quit this nice life.

Ps: this writing was here since like a long time ago, but I just got time and strength to finish it, finally -__-

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