Once Upon A Journal #3
Senin, 04 Juni 2018
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She woke up at about 5am.
Lately, she felt like her stomach was so sick.
She felt like she's about to throw up. She turned her computer on, and continued
to work on her tasks.
She did nothing on that day. She just went for a
while to her cousin’s home, brought something from her mother. After that, she
just went home, and continued her task. She was feeling sick so sometimes, she
just lied down and took a deep breath. Sometimes, she thought of death. She
even did read a book about understanding death. Maybe her mind is full of
death.
In the afternoon, she went for her granny’s house
for an invitation.
In the evening, she felt like her head and her
neck were so tight that made her couldn’t fall asleep. 1 hour, 2 hours, finally
she’s asleep. But an hour later, she’s awake. She felt it again. She thought
about getting sedative drugs like diazepam or CTM. She’s so desperate for that
pain until she’s giving up. She then told herself to get one tomorrow.
But finally, she could fall asleep.
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